Things are a lot better since the last time I was on here...Mom & i have had some arguments...but i'm beinning to overlook them...I miss Kevin...I really do...everyone keeps telling me that we're gonna end up together...& that he jsut needs someone so that he can see that i'm the one he really wants...i still say BULL...but then again he has done this before...i'm tired of getting hurt though...& i almost did somthing really stupid like go hook up with another guy...i swear i do that i get hurt & then go find someone to "retaliate" with & then i end up getting hurt even worse than i was the first time & it has absolutley nothing to do with the first guy...it's all very depressing...but anyways...i'm going to bed now...i'm just updating for the people that actually read this thing...nite y'all...